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قلم که برمي دارم جز درد نمينويسد و جز اشک نميبارد. چه کنم من زاده ي بي خيالي نيستم. من زادهي دردهاي تازه ام. ميان اين همه دل غم گين،دل سنگين چگونه ميشود قلم جوانه کند و جز آسيمه گي و پريشاني بنگارد؟!
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من در قفس زنده بودن را نياموختهام، من در قفس پريدن را هم نياموخته ام. من چه ميدانم چگونه ميشود در قفس نفس کشيد و تاب آورد و هيچ نگفت. من در قفسي که خود ساختهام مردن را هم نياموخته ام، با اين قفس اما بيگانهام.
روح من گشنه است
و لخت است
و تنـــهاست
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( بيژن جلالي)
دلم، تنگ روزهاي آسمانيي بودنم است. آن روزها که پرواز در مهربانترين آسمان دنيا کار هميشهگيام بود و اين واژه ها هم يادگار آسماني بودنم و اميد دوبارهي آسماني شدنم.
آسمان خيلي وقت است از من دور شده. هرچه دست دراز ميکنم آسمان بالا رفته، بالاي بالا! از آن روزها که آبي بلند در دستانم بود انگار هزار سال گذشته و اکنون دستهايم نيازمند و خالي و قلبم غبارآلوده و تهيدست. آخر ديگر به چه اميدي بايد پرواز کرد، به کدام آسمان؟ آسمان که اکنون دور دور است و سقف تنفس من سخت کوتـــــاه!
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